i know i havent been on in forever but i dont have anytime anymore...im in marching band(the color guard) and then after thats done im in winter guard and then im in softball. basically i have no life. sorry guys. and i still havent gotten a computer or gotten mine fixed...i know stupid. but now im 16 and finally getting some freedom and im going to enjoy it while it lasts. ive been doing alot of homework and im maybe home 10 hours a week, so im not going to be coming on in awhile. oh and just kinda a heads up im not as i used to be, im not as happy, im not going to be writing as much anymore, and also i have many problems i have to deal with before i do anything else. within one year ive lost someone i loved to someone in my own group, ive lost my best friend cause she doesnt listen to a word i say and never has. so im very sorry everyone. i wish i could give you guys a more positive note, but i cant. email me if you want to talk to me i guess. oh and just so everyone knows I AM NO LONGER INTO TWILIGHT! i have not seen the movie. i dont read anymore fanfictions of them, i have no interest in them anymore. you can yell and kill me all you want but please dont send me links to a fanfiction of theirs. thank you

hey everyone i was just informed that sometime before the end of the school year my computer will be fixed with either a new computer or just take it in to clear everything! that means i get music again instead of 721 of songs ive been listening to for over 3 months! yes! and that means i can post things too im so happy! and i know that im not on much anymore but that cause i have to make sure none of my parents are home, and right now they're not! yay! if you want to get ahold of me besides for one here all you have to do is email me at xblondexfreaksxx@aim.com (yea i know its gay but thats my old aim and the only aim mail i actually check.) so yea...just wanted to let you know that im going to be coming back within a few months
~kris~

hey i lost my computer to a virous and im using my moms computer and i hate it. the keys dont work right and it doesnt have spell check. i wont be on as much and talk to everyone cause my computer is dead until unknown. we have to get my computer perfecshionaly cleared and i have no money. we have 2 places that i know of that we can go to and one is 3 hours away and the cheepest and the other is 30 mins away and the most expencisve. so now im stuck. i was supposed to go to my grandpas earlier but they wont take me so thats why ive been gone for like 3 weeks. i havent done anything in forever so if you want to talk to me just type something and ill try and talk to you asap. im probably going to be on once a week so its not going to be much. i still would love to talk to you all, but you know how it is. im sorry to everyone but im not gonna be talking much. i think ive repeted myself at least 20 times by now. lolz. sorry again everyone. i hope everyone is having a happy new year though ...kinda late lolz
~xxblondexfreaksxx~

OK WELL I HAVE FINALS TODAY AND STUFF SO I DONT HAVE TO LEAVE TILL LIKE 8 AND WELL I COME ON HERE TO CHECK MAIL. I GOT 4 FREAKIN NOTES! I KNOW THAT I WANST IN VIOLATION ON ANYTHING! AND WELL SOME ASS WHOLE DISIDED TO PUT COPY RIGHTS CRAP ALL OVER my WORK! WHAT THE FUCK! IM NORMALLY REALLY HAPPY BUT NO! THEY TOOK AWAY MY FUCKING TWILIGHT COLLAGE! WHAT THE FUCK! NO ONE BUT ME MADE THAT! I TOLD EVERYONE IN MY THING THAT I DIDNT MAKE THE ICONS! AND SOME ASS WHOLE DECIDED IT WOULD BE FUNNY! IM GOING TO KILL THAT FAG WHO EVER THE HELL IT WAS! I STILL HAVE IT SO IM GOING TO REPOST IT AND ALL BUT IM REALLY PISSED RIGHT NOW! SO IF YOUR THE BASTARD THAT DID THIS C0ME FORTH BEFORE I BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU WHEN I FIND YOU! IM NOT AS MEAN IF YOU TELL ME BUT I CAN BE A HELL OF ALOT MEANER IF YOU DONT! WELL AS YOU CAN SEE IM ALREADY PISSED! BUT THEY TOOK AWAY MY TWILIGHT COLLAGE SO I LOST ALL MY STUFF HERE! IM SO PISSED AND I WAS EVEN GOING TO BE NICE AND WRITE SOME NEW STUFF FOR YA'LL FOR CHRISTMAS BUT NO IM TOO MAD! GRRR! I DONT THINK IVE EVER BEEN THIS MAD! IM WORRING YOU ALL! IM PISSED AND I CAN BE MEANER! I BROKE A GROWN MANS RIBS WITH A SOFTBALL OVER 60 FEET AWAY AND THAT WAS WITHOUT ANY TRYING! IM TELLING YOU I WILL FIND YOU AND YOU WILL NOT LIKE ME. OH AND ALSO THEY SAID MY ICON THINGY IS A VIOLATION TOO BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I CHECKED UP AND DOWN ON THIS SITE AND COULDNT FIND ANYTHING! SO SHUT THE FUCK UP! IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MY WORK COMMENT ME ON IT AND WE'LL WORK SOMETHING OUT! IM NOT GOING TO YELL UNLIKE NOW! IM GOING TO KILL SOMEONE! FIRST MY FRIEND TAKES MY 50 PTS FINALS STUFF I NEED FOR TODAY AND NOW THIS! WHATS NEXT! AM I GOING TO GET HIT BY THE BUS? SERIOUSLY IM PISSED SO GET YOUR ASS ON HERE AND TELL ME WHO THE HELL YOU ARE! NOW!
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hey everyone. im dying her, and im annoying the crap out my friends and i need help. well its been almost 3 weeks since i talked to the guy i like and well im dying. i wont stop being sad and i cant help it! somethng really happy could happen and ill ball my eyes out for like 3 months. i dont know why either! and then he was on and i was talking to my one friend and i couldnt say hi and she was screaming at me to...i just couldnt. i dont know why and it really hurts me and now shes still yelling at me for not saying anything cause he logged off now. but i just cant do it right now. somethings telling me he doesnt want to talk to me so i didnt and yea. but does anyone hae an idea why im so god damn sad all the time! its so hard to walk around trying to keep my head up high for everyones benifit and then my friends are even started to hate me because of this. someone just plase please please help me! tahnks