i know i havent been on in forever but i dont have anytime anymore...im in marching band(the color guard) and then after thats done im in winter guard and then im in softball. basically i have no life. sorry guys. and i still havent gotten a computer or gotten mine fixed...i know stupid. but now im 16 and finally getting some freedom and im going to enjoy it while it lasts. ive been doing alot of homework and im maybe home 10 hours a week, so im not going to be coming on in awhile. oh and just kinda a heads up im not as i used to be, im not as happy, im not going to be writing as much anymore, and also i have many problems i have to deal with before i do anything else. within one year ive lost someone i loved to someone in my own group, ive lost my best friend cause she doesnt listen to a word i say and never has. so im very sorry everyone. i wish i could give you guys a more positive note, but i cant. email me if you want to talk to me i guess. oh and just so everyone knows I AM NO LONGER INTO TWILIGHT! i have not seen the movie. i dont read anymore fanfictions of them, i have no interest in them anymore. you can yell and kill me all you want but please dont send me links to a fanfiction of theirs. thank you