xxblondexfreakxx

You have to understand that sometimes, I'm going to freak out for no reason at all. I'm facing demons that no one ever should. You see me and you'd never know that I have these problems. It's not your fault that you haven't realized, My own family hasn't noticed the change that has taken place inside of me. Even though you are there for me, I don't want to pressure you into believing that you have to understand. You'll never understand, You don't face these demons. There kind of special to me. But trust me when I say, I'm going to freak out for no reason, I'm trying to get better, I really am. It's just going to take some time

And slowly you become all I need to live. You've become my whole world in a short time, Without much of anything else. Your smile, your laugh, your smell, and the little gap between your front teeth. You're on my mind more than anyone else has been in a long time. When you're not around I feel like my whole world is beginning to crumble. You were there for me when I needed you and I there for you, But now we are no longer together.   I loved you but you didn't feel the same. I wish I could change but I cannont change what has happened and neither can you. You left me in a crowded room. You with your friends, me with my tho